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His Own Way
Posted by Kitt
Begging your pardon
I’ve not a blessed thing to say
Could you look into these eyes—
I watched my Papa die today
He went pretty easy
He went how he wanted
No extra measures called for
No one’s gonna be haunted
Asking your blessing
But what can I do for you?
You share your smile with the angels
Can you tell me what I’m supposed to do?
Papa died clean
Papa died in his own bed
Hospice got their dnr
But Papa went his own way instead
Families walk over the worst when at their best
Your heroic work is done, son, now take you rest
Posted in Poem
Tags: angels, asking, bed, beg, blessing, Child, death, DNR, family, heroic work, hospice, love, Out of Hospital Do Not Resuscitate, Papa, smile, survivor, the next step, uncertainty
Without A Doubt
Posted by Kitt
My mind has closed
Though my eyes are wide open.
Nurse Practitioner says six months:
No more.
Time to get real—
Make copies for the lock to the door…
Mine eyes have seen the Glory,
But that’s not for me.
Got to complete a DNR
For sure.
God, it’s too real—
There IS NO CURE.
Can hardly catch my breath
But my heart is full.
Medicare or Medicaid?
It’s such a blur—
Lilly can handle it
Of that I’m sure.
Yes, God has quit:
Apostasy has its rewards.
My memory escapes,
But I pray for clarity.
I know I don’t make sense—
I embrace your kind charity.
“Weak, I have become”
“Strong with the Force I am,
But not that strong—“
No doubt.
But it doesn’t take a Jedi
To let it all hang out.
The wide yon abyss calls—
Ringed in heather, grace, and lavender;
All the papers are signed—
Please pardon my scrawl.
Laissez le Bontemps Roulez
Y’all!
Posted in Poem
Tags: acceptance, Advanced Directives, AFIB, alzheimer's, charity, clarity, Congestive Heart failure, COPD, Deat, diagnosis, DNR, door lock and key, dying, Getting Real, grace, heather, hope, hospice, Jedi, Laissez le bontemps roulez, lavender, Lilly, Medicaid, Medicare, Nurse Practitioner, relief, scrawl, Yoda